He's gone

Well, I'm here at my grandad's house in Devon, it feels very strange. There's eight of us, including him, and we're all of his blood relatives. Apart from my dad, who's his son-in-law.
He's got really skinny, and disorientated, and has to be looked after a lot now, but he's still the same person. I haven't been able to see him much, because he's in bed a lot, but once he has the energy, he'll be see us. It's strange, but somehow it doesn't seem so bad now we're here with him.
Also, I'm trying s method of clearing your mind, if that's how you put it. Its great, and it works, honest. [link]

Well, all of my projects are going to be really heavily delayed, 'cause I just found out my grandad has three months to live. I won't be on much in the next few months, but I'll try to get some works done.

So...yeah. Merry Christmas.

To build on my night-time paradise peice, I've decided to start a project around it. Basically, I'm gonna draw lots of small landscapes similar to it, then arrange them as a mini-world. I might to a map of the place if I can be bothered. I've done another two, and am planning to do thirty-ish. Probably take about a month if I do them as quickly as I'd like.

Umm...in other stuff, I'm planning some detailed fanart pieces of my fave bands, and maybe a few more cityscapes.

Well, this is it. Yup.

Anyway, this is quite an important recent entry from my old account:

Agh! I'm so f*cking tired of this f*cking depression! It drains all my f*cking willpower and I can't finish anything! I can't keep myself practicing anything!!!

So, I've decided to get rid of it. After a bit of research, I found out that drawing and music are efeective ways of killing off depression, from the sense of hapiness you get from creating something good. So expect lots more artwork coming from this page. I'm hoping to draw some very detailed pieces, so they might be a little slow, but I'm gonna stay focused. If I just push myself, I can beat it. I hope.